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A true teacher never stops leaning. This summer I want to learn about my self. I have said that I want to explore my self but what does that really me. Today I got the rare opportunity to catch back up with a long lost friend. As I was sitting in her beautiful home with her adorable son at our feet drinking wine and chatting about life I reliesed that life is not this ______ I thought. (yes I left that blank because I cant even describe it) Her life is good because of her ability to adapt.... I know it is not exactly what she had in mind as a child when we sat up talking after 4 H meetings but it is good nevertheless I guess my point, of I even have one is that life is what happens while you busy making plans... I always liked that quote from John Lennon but never really got it. Our lives are not defined by where we end up but how we get there... Desire that you want to be happy and be happy it is not this big long journey. And if that means I need to take this summer, next summer or all the rest of the summers finding my self that it's worth it. Megan reminded me tonight that there is no rush. So I am going to try to not rush this process. Goal one- Don't rush this. Give yourself the time you need. Goal two- decide to be happy and do it.